Happiness?

In the end, it doesn't matter with who we've been, what we meant to others. In the end, we will all stand alone, we will all die alone. That's okay. What's really important is who we've been in our own eyes. What we meant to ourselves.

In the end we wonder: Have I lived a happy life? Some may say yes where others say no. But what is a happy life? Do we ever find true happiness? Isn't that what we are all searching for? Luck, love, friendship. Maybe, we're not as tiny and useless as we think. Maybe we all do make a difference, somehow and somewhere maybe.

Maybe is a funny word, it's yes nor no. Maybe I'll die tomorrow so this will be the last words I have typed. Maybe I will find my true love and live happily ever after. Which brings us back to happiness.

Sometimes your eyes fall on something so beautiful. Almost too good to be true and it's within your reach. When you get it you feel happier than ever, then you suddenly realize it's not that pretty you thought it would be. You'll suddenly have to face complications. Things that can ruin all your happiness and it makes you feel confused. What happened to that beautiful vision I saw in the beginning? Where did it go? Where can I find it?

Lots of people give up at this very moment, they are lost in their questions and doubts. The most difficult part of life is that you never know if you choose the right or the wrong way. When you are facing a decision regardless the importance, you can never see what will happen in the future. 

I have faced difficult decisions and you know, it made me believe there are no good or wrong choices. I believe you'll always end up where you belong, no matter how difficult the road that lead to it has been, in the end everything will be all right. You'll look back and smile, knowing that all the pain and sorrow you've been trough, helped you to become a better person. Someone once said to me: Never, regret anything you say or do, because it's part of who you are and you are beautiful just the way you are. At that time you felt like you had to say or do that and so you did. That's good. Don't you ever hold back or let people tell you what's wrong or right because everything you do is good. It's all part of the story, it was meant to be.

I think she was right, therefore I don't regret anything I say or do. It's who I am and I am happy. 

Are you?

Leven

Het leven wordt pas echt leuk door de spontane dingen die je doet

Microsoft word

'Waarom kent word woorden zoals Hitler en Socrates niet?'
'Omdat word Joods is en niet van te slimme mensen houdt.'

So much to do so little time

Sometimes you suddenly realize how transitory things are. How insignificant we are. Or maybe just how breathtaking big this world is. Global Village, they call it, they who don't know a thing about distance or depth. They don't see the emptiness of spaces or how far distance can reach. They say time heals all wounds but why is it then, that it's time that is cutting and ripping my heart apart? I'm so tired of waiting, everything seems to take ages and still I have to run as fast as I can to keep up with life. When I finally have time to rest, I'm barely breathing before I have to rush again. I'm exhausted and I run as fast as I can but it's just not enough. I am so desperate but this is what I have to do. So much to do and so little time. I want this all to be over, the rushing and the running. I just want to fast forward to the day I can stop, sit down and look around. For now it feels I'm only seeing flashes of reality and it's breaking me up.

What I really wanted to say, is how much I miss you. I know, everything will turn out right one day. It always does. We're like feathers in the wind, just floating blinded. Yet, we know we will land softly one day, even though we cannot see the ground. We are living like shadows in a cave, but I know, we will get out one day and see the sun. We'll blink and realize everything has always been the way it's supposed to be. Because it's life, and life is perfect. We are perfect. If we just remember that, we will be happy. So be happy and remember, there is someone somewhere waiting for you. All we can do is enjoy and love as much as we can while we're waiting. No matter how much pain it will bring, we will persevere. There is no difference between light or dark, there are just people that are too scared to open their eyes. It is okay to be afraid, just don't let it keep you from doing the things you really want. For if you never take chances, if you never take the leap of faith, you will never truly live.


~ ...Diede... ~

Andrea Bocelli - Canto Della Terra